superior.

happylil'kids, their innocence, purity,

2011-01-22T21:04:00.002+08:00

(things would be easier and happier)

life wld be easier, if i were six. i wld run freely ard the playgroud, enjoying the swing, playing with other different kids w/o any worries, jumping on skipping ropes not fearing to fall, cry when i'm sad and my problems were solved so easily. but when i was young i wished i were a teenager but now hell no i wished i was young b'c life was so simple back then. everyday seems the same, my life's like a repeating tape, i need something interesting(!)

if i never ever care agn,

2011-01-20T20:27:00.000+08:00

(all those proves comes up with one ending)

one day i'll prove to you that i can be even happier w/o you ard with me, sharing my secrets sharing my smile b'c i no longer find that joy and laughter that often anymore. i may be selfish i may be emotional at times but feel me inside my heart do you even feel that i'm happy like this, everyday? b'c you never know how i always feel. view it in my point of view n i hope y'know one day how much i tried. n one day you'll get so sick n tired of everything, yes not anything or something but everything.

A day w/o worries brightens up like fireworks,

2011-01-14T20:49:00.001+08:00

(if i didn't cared anymore, i didn't bother anymore, wld i still be in your mind for a lil sec?)

Everyday seems so packed, with hardcore studies, one after another. Waking up early in the morning for school and going back home late evening, it seems like school is rlly my second home. I tend to get rlly tired everytime in class especially in english, social studies, geog lessons, they're hell boring i swear! Sec'three's life aren't that gd though there's plenty much more to do with more intense work. My life's rlly like a typical sec'three girl how can i make it more interesting i wonder. tdy's great with: carolyn, cindy, shannon, verlin! (♥♥)

If a single wish could make you happy forever,

2011-01-08T15:50:00.004+08:00

(let's all make a wish, a wish that makes you happy, a wish that grants your everything)

wasn't that great news to hear, my school have two pe once a week(!) i'm super happy y'know b'c i hate studying hardcore every single second. i'm sec three now i guess i don't have much time to mingle ard thru my sec three life i guess it's rlly a start of my revision for o'lvl. i'm still thinking whether i wanna go jc or not(.........) it's tough, rlly rlly. i myself know sec three is important, it's the basic of o'lvl but it doesn't seems to make myself study at home when i'm free i know this sucks i shall try out someday somehow some way. gd lucks to those taking their o'lvl results on monday.

(♥♥♥)

terrible like a horrible.

2011-01-04T20:00:00.000+08:00

hi guys it's school today n i swear i don't like my form teacher seriously. she's so strict upon hair especially my fringe, she want me to clip it up when only few r dropping down. i said i can't clip it up she said she can make miracles happen n i have no choice but to say ok i'll clip it up. argh she's so irritating. she checked my skirt, i faster went to un-roll it. even if i didn't un-roll it's still not short anyway. but yeah i did un-roll n she just, er, barely make me pass. or else i've to buy a new skirt. it's just such a waste of money -___-" school tdy is terrible, there's long talks n tomorrow i'm gonna have another two talks or so it's so boring my teacher is another bore.

sudden change,

2011-01-01T15:49:00.001+08:00

hey guys' happy new year to all! :-) had a countdown 'party' at c's house! i'd my most filled stomach at her house with steamboat.(you know why? b'c i ate from ard 7 to ard 9 thn played some games then continued to eat. you can imagine how much i eat ohmygosh!) i know myself i'll gain ard six grams omg no sigh. :-'( hm, anyway school's gonna reopen soon, like a three days omg can you even imagine that -___-" i'm not even prepared or whatever shit to study in like upper sec, studying school until like 3.45 or even worst. i don't like my form teacher i don't want to be in 3/5 i'll be in total stress oh please. *__* let's just hope 2011 wld be gd to us. (that's what everyone says)

Give me the life i want, please.

2010-12-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

what i really miss about myself:

I miss how i always smile.
I miss how cheerful i once used to be
I miss how everything is like a happy-go-lucky thing.
I miss how everyone said i was a cheerful lil'girl.
I miss how i never cried for a long time.
I miss how i was so carefree that i've nothing to worry about.
I miss how i don't know many things.
I miss how happy i used to be, in 2009.
I miss old self, i really do.

Lastly, i think what i miss most about myself is: having nothing to worry about.

2011, i just wanna be happy, like i used to be.

2010-12-28T22:32:00.003+08:00

If you're looking at this, i'm here to thankyou for everything you've done, really.
Thankyou for being so good to me, taking care of me.
Thankyou for making me experience what i never had.
Thankyou for being thr for me, when i really need someone's listening ear.
Thankyou for making me laugh and smile.
Thankyou for listening to my stupid complains.
Thankyou for cheering me up when i'm really down.
Thankyou for entertaining me when i'm super bored.
Thankyou for accompanying me to places and going out tgt.
Thankyou for your night calls for almost every night.
Thankyou for 'coming' into my life.
Thankyou for making many places one of my memories. (school, library, causeway, admiratly blocks, basketball court, cinemas, arcades, bishan & blablabla)
Thank God for how we get to know each other. (i know it's really stupid!!)
Lastly, i know you always let me, thankyouverymuch.
I've many things to thank you though, but now my mind is like stuck.
I've done wad i need to do, wad i wanna do, i've been through enough and let's just hope 2011 wld be cool. :-) memories are all left with memories, i kept what u gave me, so did you. maybe i'll look at it or even give a hug to it, b'c sometimes looking back makes me smile.

game over

2010-12-26T20:58:00.000+08:00

(make my hopes go 'game over' tonight, please.)

school's starting soon, i swear i fear secondary three's life. :'( it's gonna be hardcore studying like srsly. it's like even more important than secondary four b'c secondary four is almost all revisions. argh i hope i could cope with studies man. hm, let's push studies away and talk about.. holidays. ok i have nothing to talk about holidays, i left only one week!! i need to buy pencil box, notebook? :-)

celebrates the season of joy.

2010-12-25T21:49:00.001+08:00

(christmas: giving, generous, love one another)

Hello guys' merry x'mas! just went ard looking for christmas photos and i found this cute lil' crazy spongebob dancing with some candy background and snow. hm, on christmas eve i went out with cool classmates to amk hub for movie gulliver's travel, exchange presents and went for church @ school. everything was like wow great. on christmas, went to k's house for a pot luck. played super many games and stuffs ok i enjoyed my christmas this year! :-))))) aw, y must it rain tonight! :/

today was a fairytale.

2010-12-23T20:12:00.000+08:00

(how do you feel today?)

(i felt like the whole world is smiling at me actually.)

(but suddenly my mood turned)

heh but now i'm fine agn! :D hm, anyway i woke up like really early today to work @ school to sell uniforms. hm, i worked from around seven plus night till around eleven plus twelve and i earned myself thirty bucks omg kachinggggggg $.$ ha ha, actually it's not tough @ all, all i do is count money, measure their sizes and get their uniforms and stuffs. anyway, it's gonna be christmas anyone excited? :-) movie>church (celebrate advance x'mas tomorrow!) yes i've a happy and wonderful life! ♥

sometimes.

2010-12-22T14:51:00.001+08:00

sometimes you have to run away so you can see who will run after you.
sometimes you have to speak softer, just to see who's actually listening.
sometimes you have to take a step back, to see who's still standing by ur side.
sometimes you have to make a wrong decision, to see who's thr when everything falls apart.
sometimes you have to let go of the one you love, just to see if they love you enough to come back.

start learning upon everything.

2010-12-22T14:07:00.001+08:00

(I'll answer, all those happy memories we had tgt)

camp was cool i've learned plenty, i've learnt to help others w/o expecting any repay, not even a simple thankyou. we're all blessed lil' kids out here whr we have our basic necessary food, clothings and even computers whr you can see my post here ha. so we shall not complain about life anymore b'c thr's even more unfortunate kids out thr that needs even more attention to. so humans out here we're really blessed and fortunate! life's too short for us to complain about small lil things i guess im starting to learn that soon, hopefully.

ages

2010-12-16T12:03:00.000+08:00

(The joy the smile the innocence when we're all still small lil'kids)

whr has it all went to? as we aged we worry for small lil' things that aren't that important. as time goes on you realize it aren't necessary to do that and sometimes we don't bother anymore :')

knew everything.

2010-12-15T15:27:00.001+08:00

(if you knew what's on my mind, if you knew what's on my heart, if you knew......)

yes yes i'm going off to camp from friday till monday. Ha. finally i'm not bored stuck @ home like srsly doing nothing except for waking up eating breakfast playing some stupid games watching tv sleeping and eating agn or wadever. hm, i sometimes hope school doesn't reopen but sometimes i do. i'm a werido girlz kbyeseeu. ;)

It takes a lot of time to realize.

2010-12-10T23:23:00.000+08:00

I've srsly been thinking what you've been thinking all along. You say this but you prove another. Srsly I don't get you. I told you about this certain thing and u acted like you're mine. I dont get it anymore nvm I'm not caring I care I hope I wish ok byebye. For another thing I hope u text me real soon.

Sometimes its better when you don't care.

2010-12-08T14:50:00.001+08:00

Everything seems normal but sometimes I hated it when I've to really think and wonder what you've been feeling all along. Maybe I don't even know what I've been wondering.
(Am I just too stubborn or I just hasnt really realize?)

A break.

2010-12-03T22:09:00.001+08:00

Going off to genting from sat till Monday so I won't be testing anyone nor replying.
Have u realize anything?

2010-11-30T23:37:00.000+08:00

Hi it's 30nov today and it's gonna be 1dec tomorrow so I shall hope:
1) I'm free from worries.
2) Able to laugh @ any stupid and even smallest thing ever w/o thinking.
3) Get to eat a lot of things w/o getting FAT.
4) No more wild thinkings @ night.
5) Celebrate Christmas and have presents all along?
6) If you're overseas, to have fun and don't fall sick there.
7) Able to forget almost any sad things and have fun @ genting on sat to Monday.
8) No 'your' message when I'm not there.
Arch ha maybe shouldn't be too greedy I wanna be a good girl everyone likes lol.

Happylingting(:

2010-11-28T13:33:00.000+08:00

Yes you told me we should live in forgiveness and forget what had once hurt you. We'll be even happier and I won't have much of a worry. Hmm I got it in right in my head now. Thank you. Now there's nothing much for me to worry and may I hope I would have a blissful year coming ahead of me. I'll seek God for forgiveness throughout this year.

2010-11-26T00:33:00.006+08:00

I don’t understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change but the people in them do. How your best friend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your best friend. How forever turns into a few short months that you’d do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without. How even though you know something is best for you, it just hurts the same. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives just because it’s easier than working things out.

(found when i was blog-hopping)

i can't take it anymore.

2010-11-26T00:14:00.004+08:00

give me three days i'm sure i'll be back, the un-concerned girlz :')

sometimes i really wondered what has all the lil'young girls got to do with so much thinking?

-

2010-11-25T10:58:00.000+08:00

attended school's first ever concert on 24nov, ha. maybe it's gonna be historical but it's quite boring, the choir sang is really peaceful and clear and it can make it my goodnight song so i can sleep. ha ha. hm, not bad at least a lot of people attended the concert with many teachers and stuffs.
-
okay i went for camp and i walked, A LOT. became dirty, smelly, with flour and different drinks. wow. ha tiring plus fun ;) hehz. alright nothing much to say i'm so lazy to say everything out so yeah! ;) been fine lately anyway. catch up with me soon.

drained

2010-11-21T19:22:00.000+08:00

yeah man i'm gonna go for camp tomorrow and hm okay i shall say i'm not really excited but it's okay. it's better than staying @ home to rot huh. hm, everyday have been great i hate it when i've to rush back home after camp on 24nov and go out for concert @ night it's so freaking tiring and i don't even have much time to sleep in the afternoon it's gonna really kill me to tiredness. ha i may be sleeping on the concert, who knows? ha kiddin' i hope i won't ;))

over-reacted.

2010-11-20T21:16:00.004+08:00

WHY DID YOU REACTED THIS WAY ARGH.

contented enough,

2010-11-19T11:09:00.001+08:00

yes yes yes everyday have been a happy day for me with much laughters and joy and of course a big smile on ta face! hehz, it's gonna be 11:11 and i'm not wishing for anything b'cause i'm just contented on what i've got now. i shall watch 11:11 pass and not wish for anything. i shall let other kids whom need it more than i do got their wishes come true, all ta best ♥

laughter

2010-11-18T00:02:00.001+08:00

happyb'day shimin! ;)))))))))))))))

anyway had so much fun with y'guys today though with s,c,f and lick plus b ha! anyways i enjoyed and luv'the way we've had our laughters and joy tgt, i shall be back to carefree happy-go-lucky girlz. thankq victoria i've made my promise to ya' ;)

happygirlz96.

2010-11-14T20:31:00.001+08:00

yeaah i'm happygirlz96 from now on! ;)
no more worries no more pain no more anxiety no more unhappiness.
shitz gonna go plan for my camp stuffs.
16nov - i'm gonna know which class i'm in!

11:11 1111

2010-11-12T00:33:00.009+08:00

now i promise to myself my 11:11 won't be for you b'cause almost every 11:11 is wasted on you. damn it's time for me to be good to myself, than to you. although i missed 11:11 1111 today, at least i didn't wished anything for you ;))))) I've to change my mind set, from today onwards, please God let me have the strength to succeed, amen.

(sometimes its good to say you don't care even though you still do, b'cause maybe one day or rather it gradually becomes real.)

opportunities.

2010-11-11T22:49:00.001+08:00

i guessed i somehow failed upon doing what i should do. i should be mean to you, not like what i'm doing now. you shouldn't be so warm to me too, it sucks. it makes it harder for me to do what i should do, damn it. never mind i'm leaving on camp from 22-24, and maybe genting on 4-6 ;))) it's gonna go on plan babe!

i know.

2010-11-07T20:41:00.000+08:00

just let me leave you for good stop wanting me to stay stop bothering me you may go and message other people, as many as you want and I'm not gonna stop you from doing that anymore. i should start to be mean to you huh, i guessed I've been too good to you already. :/ i don't care much about you anymore maybe b'cause too much pain has let upon my heart to do so. just go along your life w/o me along with you and i'm gonna show you i can live w/o you, and even happier than i was with you. ;')

JUST LET ME BE.

-

2010-11-02T15:59:00.000+08:00

damn i don't have anything to choose for sec three, please me let get into pure bio class! :/

math intensive lesson tomorrow, thanks ah school for giving me such great holidays. -___-

holidays = hell boring + overtime sleeping + little things to do + intensive math + diet? + ample time to sleep + you have to start working, lingting + stupid boredom had made me do this.

panic.

2010-10-31T21:21:00.000+08:00

my actions told myself i still do cared, more than i should. damn it much, once again. i told myself i shouldn't bother much already. (note to myself: don't bother so much, lingting.)

damn

2010-10-29T21:22:00.002+08:00

shit why wasn't this gonna go in plan, damn it, much. hm, i realized you become small in the heart of mine. It's capacity should be containing much lesser things about you and it really did. I wondered why sometimes. I thought i wasn't able to make it but your concern wasn't in much bother, that much anymore. wasn't that great for me? hm if i told you i no longer love you, for are you gonna get a little bothered for awhile? for i hasn't told you that ever, before.

yeah man

2010-10-27T21:31:00.002+08:00

nah you shouldn't be giving me even that slightest hope anymore because i'm not gonna bother. i've woken up. i've had enough. i've been through this, hard enough already. for i'm not gonna be that silly anymore, all thanks to you, i've become stronger than you thought i wasn't.

woke.

2010-10-26T21:54:00.003+08:00

if i were happier like this, i guess i should just continue with what i should do.
but not dwell over again, for it's blocking my entrance of happiness.
much agony has finally made me woke up from my dreams and useless hopes.
dreaming out of something that isn't gonna worked doesn't help.
i'm much happier, like how i do now.
leave me for three days and i'll work it out for you.

be happy, for me.

2010-10-18T20:43:00.002+08:00

i love math and i hate chinese fullstop haha :-)

happiest

2010-10-15T10:31:00.003+08:00

happiness:

1. finding your musical soulmates.
2. when he smiles @ you.
3. spinning around in the rain.
4. unexpected texts.
5. finding something you thought you'd lost.
6. winning an argument.
7. getting letters in the mail.
8. noticing something you never had.
9. slipping a new pair of shoes.
10. cheering someone up.
11. knowing that everything will be okay.

moment.

2010-10-14T21:03:00.000+08:00

you can fly over mountains rainbows beautiful clear blue sky clouds rain because 'yes exams are over!' you can eat like tons now kit-kat kinder bueno chicken rice noodles ice-cream lollipops i wanna eat but i feel fat. anyway i totally flunk science and math paper :/
i'm so unlucky today:
1. i woke up, w/o a good mood.
2. i still feel like sleeping in the bright morning, even though i slept from 7.45pm till 6am.
3. i flunk my math paper two.
4. i broke my house's glass bowl.

child's eye: great but not scary, for me. *wink

humanity.

2010-10-09T15:28:00.003+08:00

humans are like this:

1. wanting more and more when actually they should be satisfied.

2. start regretting and start treasuring, when you've lost them.

3. realize how good one is, when they're gone.

4. wanting to be better to the ones that are gone, but it's too late.

5. giving a fake smile even though you're so sad inside.

6. saying this and doing that.

7. promised and broke it.

8. thought had given up, but hasn't.

9. made a choice, but regretted in the end.

10. wanted to do something really badly, but in the end, giving up.

strike on.

2010-09-25T23:05:00.001+08:00

not on mia anymore, much things are doing fine and i'm really on hard-strike for eoy, it's really important now. i wish you guys luck ;)

If i never had tried leaving you, would you realize?

should i.

2010-09-16T20:48:00.003+08:00

mia.

lesser.

2010-09-12T20:35:00.000+08:00

mug mug mug mug mug mug mug.

for for for for for for for.

eoy eoy eoy eoy eoy eoy eoy.

jiayou jiayou jiayou jiayou jiayou jiayou jiayou.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

like a carefree kid.

2010-09-08T13:43:00.004+08:00

let's all be happy kids. let's all be happy kids. let's all be happy kids. let's all be happy kids. let's all be happy kids. let's all be happy kids. let's all be happy kids. let's all be happy kids. let's all be happy kids. let's all be happy kids. let's all be happy kids. let's all be happy kids. let's all be happy kids. let's all be happy kids. let's all be happy kids. let's all be happy kids. let's all be happy kids. let's all be happy kids. let's all be happy kids.

love like this.

2010-09-06T22:32:00.002+08:00

smile.

2010-09-04T21:34:00.001+08:00

smile like there's no tomorrow ;)
- start being happy and stop thinking so much.
EOY, im coming on you dude.

2010-09-02T20:47:00.004+08:00

ll Don't ever expected the one that loves you to love you forever because someday they might get too tired and hurt that they might give up. Until then, you'll regret for not having them as yours.

what's more.

2010-08-30T20:47:00.000+08:00

have you had that feeling of sudden loneliness at night as if everyone is gonna leave you at that moment of time? i sure did.

blank.

2010-08-26T20:36:00.001+08:00

how much do you need to trust a person?

stronger.

2010-08-21T22:23:00.000+08:00

what's most important in life?

being happy.

what's worst?

seeing your loved one leaves.

what's gonna help?

stay positive and let go.

If you're facing any challenges, learn to face it and improves yourself from there.

God has a plan for you, note that down.

afresh.

2010-08-19T20:20:00.001+08:00

i feel like starting everything anew.
i wanna delete all my messages in my phone.
trying to delete all the evidence of my memories.
but i don't have the courage to.
it's gonna be 5000messages of you soon, i guessed.
today, i'll make the effort, i hope.
to delete all the messages in my inbox.
everyone's message, and start anew.
i'll be a good girl. i'll be happy. i'll be friendly.
that's my next target.

strong.

2010-08-16T20:45:00.000+08:00

aren't this true? until you have being strong your only choice, then you'll realise how strong you are, to overcome your problem. im happy, i hope. i don't get what my feelings are now.

realising

2010-08-13T18:48:00.002+08:00

524946

2010-08-13T16:17:00.001+08:00

life's great nowadays it's been long since i was sad aren't that great?

nevertheless i aren't caring too much as i was in the past.

it's easier for me, how about you?
sometimes what came out our mouth seems easy, but it's never easy to be done.
It's easier said than done.

no more.

2010-08-08T22:08:00.004+08:00

i always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but i never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.

what's with that..? you don't have to say that, you're fine to me, really.

sudden.

2010-08-07T21:39:00.000+08:00

happy.

2010-08-05T20:28:00.001+08:00

i will be happy, jackass.

learning.

2010-08-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

let the past be the past, learn from it.
don't let your past hunt you for your life,
don't let your past choke your existence,
learn from the past and take it as a lesson.
learn from it and don't ever repeat it again.

trying

2010-07-31T21:08:00.001+08:00

no forever.

2010-07-31T20:44:00.002+08:00

f-ing day.

2010-07-30T21:17:00.000+08:00

im so worried about you, talk to me soon, sunday when i meet you. i love you <3

happier.

2010-07-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

i won't bother anymore :-)
I'm care free.

Wait and see, watch me.

please.

2010-07-28T21:52:00.006+08:00

slowly slowly day by day it's gonna help me, i hope.

please, i don't want any sadness in my life anymore.

d&t is stressing me up gah.

Will you remember?

ever again.

2010-07-26T20:29:00.002+08:00

i'm never ever gonna love anyone so deep ever again, cause when i lost them, it's sure gonna make me suffer hell long. it's gonna be hard for you to find a girl that loves you more than I do, you'll see.

stop!!!!!

2010-07-26T20:11:00.002+08:00

all i need to get into my head is:
stop thinking so much.
stop thinking so wildly.
never gonna bother so much.
never gonna love so much.
be happy.
be positive.
never ever gonna tear, for you.
but i won't promise you.
(i give up)

this shall stop.

2010-07-24T21:49:00.000+08:00

it's sure gonna be a month since i tried i may not have succeed but i'll keep trying. I didn't want/bare/wish/hope to, but i didn't have a choice, do I? Nothing's really gonna help, i think. Cause it's really never easy, you'know? You may be looking at this post you may not, but i'm just here to say i still hasn't succeed, until now. It's gonna be long for me, you'll see.

4ever.

2010-07-22T22:49:00.002+08:00

i still remember everything you did/said.

healing?

2010-07-22T20:51:00.003+08:00

This is such a fucking lie.

happygirl wanna-be

2010-07-22T20:26:00.001+08:00

does happy pills even exist?

love and be loved.

never failed.

fake smile

fake hope.

every part of you.

free girl wanna-be.

memories

11:11, really existed?

future.

2010-07-20T21:04:00.001+08:00

the strength of love.

what now.

2010-07-18T21:35:00.002+08:00

lighter

2010-07-14T21:54:00.001+08:00

nothing but a memory to you.

stuck.

2010-07-11T20:36:00.000+08:00

i wish i can talk to you really soon.

empty shell.

2010-07-10T19:57:00.001+08:00

taking the courage.
im not hoping anymore.

nevertheless.

2010-07-06T22:16:00.004+08:00

im still hoping.
im still thinking.
im still wishing.
but afterall, i'm not gonna get what a wish. Will I?
I still wished you were mine, really.
(i hope you sees this, but i doubt you will)

hope.

2010-07-03T22:12:00.004+08:00

confused.

2010-07-01T20:13:00.000+08:00

school's giving me a tight schedule where i have to cope with and overcome.

- Never say you can't, when you haven't even start trying.

iwttys.

2010-06-29T20:36:00.000+08:00

talking to you is my next biggest challenge.

stay strong no matter what.

2010-06-27T21:22:00.000+08:00

after much deep thoughts and thinking i've finally understand what you meant, what you really really meant in your heart. understood what you said and i felt better, really much better. i'll stay strong, and have the courage to forget. not forgetting everything, but things that i should. i hope you sms me soon.

wdweult.

2010-06-26T20:35:00.002+08:00

facing you is my next challenge.

better

2010-06-25T23:38:00.003+08:00

i felt much better after some little talk with you. although it's only that little while.

taking the tough route.

2010-06-25T22:49:00.002+08:00

everything came off too soon, really too soon that i couldn't even have the courage to accept it. as it says: time is the only healer. but i don't wanna let go. cause i know i can't and i don't even want. it seems impossible, really impossible. i may seem strong in the outside but im not in the inside. i never regretted the decision made, never ever. i don't even know what i can do now. letting go? no way i hope. i'll fight through. but the only fear i have is i couldn't take the turtore in the heart. i couldn't take it. )':

soon.

2010-06-24T16:46:00.003+08:00

i want some robot to do my fdifficult homeworks.

burden.

2010-06-22T22:25:00.001+08:00

mixture.

2010-06-21T21:29:00.000+08:00

(in the beginning):
me: yesssssssssssss, finally holidays!
(in the middle of holidays):
me: gah holidays' at boring shit, i wanna go school!
(end of holidays):
me: what?! school's starting so soon?! i still wants my holidays!

(er)?

for women:

2010-06-19T21:36:00.003+08:00

(Y)

sight.

2010-06-19T12:31:00.002+08:00

watch.

2010-06-18T23:06:00.001+08:00

watch this: http://video.xin.msn.com/watch/video/the-noose-3-episode-2/1gq3vhh2c

destructionssssss.

2010-06-18T20:20:00.002+08:00

jk.

2010-06-17T16:44:00.010+08:00

whn i was walking suddenly they waved to me like this:

and they looked like this:(wow)

and i was like:(huh!?!??)

and thn one of those guys gave me this face:

thn i was like:(whatthehell?!)

and a guy walked to me in this manner:

another wanted to kick a ball to me in this manner:

another slap me and i reacted like this:

thn i shouted at him like this:

jk im just bored (cheese)

since then

2010-06-14T20:57:00.004+08:00

since then, everything went smoothly. ♥

h2h

2010-06-12T21:42:00.001+08:00

h2h with sandra was super great i love you girl.

opposite.

2010-06-12T21:01:00.002+08:00

person: happy girl?

me : fat hope.

person: why?

me: no longer the same.

person: what happened?!

me: im sad, fullstop(.)

happygirl.

2010-06-12T19:38:00.001+08:00

happygirl indeed.☺
sandra is a really big bully.
kim is the second big bully.
lingling is the third big bully.

por qué

2010-06-08T22:21:00.000+08:00

it doesn't seems to bother me much but i kept thinking if i was in the wrong but after much thinking i really couldn't understand why did you blame me, when i really, did nothing, nothing at all. i can't stop you from spreading, and after you spread everyone seems like they have taken your story and almost everything changes. I'm hiding it, not telling anyone, cause i didn't want you to say, oh you're spreading it around you're just scared that everyone buys my story and are you guilty bound about it? so fine I'm just hiding it but one day i hope i can talk to you or even explain it to you or even ask you why did you say that when i didn't do anything. gah whatever. since my conscience is clear i have nothing to fear.

blank.

2010-06-07T20:47:00.001+08:00

sometimes i think i hide things, too much.

-

2010-06-04T21:17:00.002+08:00

I can't really stand it anymore you blame almost everything to me, when i did nothing, nothing at all. how could you be like this? if you're in my shoes, you won't ever think the way you thought. it's okay if you think that you're right, you're never wrong, what you said was the truth, go ahead i can't change your mindset i can't change your thinking but the main point is : you when spreading around to people saying how bad i was, saying what i did to him, when i totally didn't. we're fine actually but one day you made me pissed because you said something wrong, but you didn't realize. just because i was sort of ignoring you for only around two days, you started your mouth opening wide big, to talk about me. what's wrong? we're super fine, we're chatting along, we're smsing along very well. it's just that i ignored you for just a few days and you wanted to say so much about me? spread around about me? changing other peoples' mindset? gah how much does out friendship cost? not even more than a piece of cake i guessed. you told person1 how much you disliked me, fine i didn't cared much. person1 told me about it, I'm fine with it. but when that day when i was ignoring you, you wanted me to forgive you for what you've said but told person1 that you won't ever ever forgive me because i hurt him too much. what's wrong with you? you had more than two faces. stop stop stop stop everything!

yay.

2010-06-04T16:21:00.001+08:00

camp was great ♥

untitled.

2010-06-02T21:57:00.000+08:00

blank

2010-05-31T20:34:00.001+08:00

holidays are boring shit.