chapter the fourteen,
iwttys.
Tuesday, June 29, 2010 @ 8:36 PM

talking to you is my next biggest challenge.
stay strong no matter what.
Sunday, June 27, 2010 @ 9:22 PM

after much deep thoughts and thinking i've finally understand what you meant, what you really really meant in your heart. understood what you said and i felt better, really much better. i'll stay strong, and have the courage to forget. not forgetting everything, but things that i should. i hope you sms me soon.
wdweult.
Saturday, June 26, 2010 @ 8:35 PM

facing you is my next challenge.
better
Friday, June 25, 2010 @ 11:38 PM

i felt much better after some little talk with you. although it's only that little while.
taking the tough route.
@ 10:49 PM

everything came off too soon, really too soon that i couldn't even have the courage to accept it. as it says: time is the only healer. but i don't wanna let go. cause i know i can't and i don't even want. it seems impossible, really impossible. i may seem strong in the outside but im not in the inside. i never regretted the decision made, never ever. i don't even know what i can do now. letting go? no way i hope. i'll fight through. but the only fear i have is i couldn't take the turtore in the heart. i couldn't take it. )':
soon.
Thursday, June 24, 2010 @ 4:46 PM

i want some robot to do my fdifficult homeworks.
burden.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010 @ 10:25 PM

mixture.
Monday, June 21, 2010 @ 9:29 PM

(in the beginning):
me: yesssssssssssss, finally holidays!
(in the middle of holidays):
me: gah holidays' at boring shit, i wanna go school!
(end of holidays):
me: what?! school's starting so soon?! i still wants my holidays!

(er)?
for women:
Saturday, June 19, 2010 @ 9:36 PM

(Y)
sight.
@ 12:31 PM

watch.
Friday, June 18, 2010 @ 11:06 PM

watch this: http://video.xin.msn.com/watch/video/the-noose-3-episode-2/1gq3vhh2c
destructionssssss.
@ 8:20 PM

jk.
Thursday, June 17, 2010 @ 4:44 PM

whn i was walking suddenly they waved to me like this:
and they looked like this:(wow)
and i was like:(huh!?!??)
and thn one of those guys gave me this face:
thn i was like:(whatthehell?!)
and a guy walked to me in this manner:
another wanted to kick a ball to me in this manner:
another slap me and i reacted like this:
thn i shouted at him like this:

jk im just bored (cheese)
since then
Monday, June 14, 2010 @ 8:57 PM

since then, everything went smoothly. 
h2h
Saturday, June 12, 2010 @ 9:42 PM

h2h with sandra was super great i love you girl.
opposite.
@ 9:01 PM

person: happy girl?
me : fat hope.
person: why?
me: no longer the same.
person: what happened?!
me: im sad, fullstop(.)
happygirl.
@ 7:38 PM

happygirl indeed.
sandra is a really big bully.
kim is the second big bully.
lingling is the third big bully.

por qué
Tuesday, June 8, 2010 @ 10:21 PM

it doesn't seems to bother me much but i kept thinking if i was in the wrong but after much thinking i really couldn't understand why did you blame me, when i really, did nothing, nothing at all. i can't stop you from spreading, and after you spread everyone seems like they have taken your story and almost everything changes. I'm hiding it, not telling anyone, cause i didn't want you to say, oh you're spreading it around you're just scared that everyone buys my story and are you guilty bound about it? so fine I'm just hiding it but one day i hope i can talk to you or even explain it to you or even ask you why did you say that when i didn't do anything. gah whatever. since my conscience is clear i have nothing to fear.
blank.
Monday, June 7, 2010 @ 8:47 PM

sometimes i think i hide things, too much.
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Friday, June 4, 2010 @ 9:17 PM

I can't really stand it anymore you blame almost everything to me, when i did nothing, nothing at all. how could you be like this? if you're in my shoes, you won't ever think the way you thought. it's okay if you think that you're right, you're never wrong, what you said was the truth, go ahead i can't change your mindset i can't change your thinking but the main point is : you when spreading around to people saying how bad i was, saying what i did to him, when i totally didn't. we're fine actually but one day you made me pissed because you said something wrong, but you didn't realize. just because i was sort of ignoring you for only around two days, you started your mouth opening wide big, to talk about me. what's wrong? we're super fine, we're chatting along, we're smsing along very well. it's just that i ignored you for just a few days and you wanted to say so much about me? spread around about me? changing other peoples' mindset? gah how much does out friendship cost? not even more than a piece of cake i guessed. you told person1 how much you disliked me, fine i didn't cared much. person1 told me about it, I'm fine with it. but when that day when i was ignoring you, you wanted me to forgive you for what you've said but told person1 that you won't ever ever forgive me because i hurt him too much. what's wrong with you? you had more than two faces. stop stop stop stop everything!
yay.
@ 4:21 PM

camp was great 
untitled.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010 @ 9:57 PM