chapter the fourteen,
trying
Saturday, July 31, 2010 @ 9:08 PM

no forever.
@ 8:44 PM

f-ing day.
Friday, July 30, 2010 @ 9:17 PM

im so worried about you, talk to me soon, sunday when i meet you. i love you <3
happier.
Thursday, July 29, 2010 @ 9:44 PM

i won't bother anymore :-)
I'm care free.

Wait and see, watch me.
please.
Wednesday, July 28, 2010 @ 9:52 PM


slowly slowly day by day it's gonna help me, i hope.
please, i don't want any sadness in my life anymore.
d&t is stressing me up gah.


Will you remember?
ever again.
Monday, July 26, 2010 @ 8:29 PM

i'm never ever gonna love anyone so deep ever again, cause when i lost them, it's sure gonna make me suffer hell long. it's gonna be hard for you to find a girl that loves you more than I do, you'll see.
stop!!!!!
@ 8:11 PM

all i need to get into my head is:
stop thinking so much.
stop thinking so wildly.
never gonna bother so much.
never gonna love so much.
be happy.
be positive.
never ever gonna tear, for you.
but i won't promise you.
(i give up)
this shall stop.
Saturday, July 24, 2010 @ 9:49 PM

it's sure gonna be a month since i tried i may not have succeed but i'll keep trying. I didn't want/bare/wish/hope to, but i didn't have a choice, do I? Nothing's really gonna help, i think. Cause it's really never easy, you'know? You may be looking at this post you may not, but i'm just here to say i still hasn't succeed, until now. It's gonna be long for me, you'll see.
4ever.
Thursday, July 22, 2010 @ 10:49 PM

i still remember everything you did/said.
healing?
@ 8:51 PM

This is such a fucking lie.
happygirl wanna-be
@ 8:26 PM

does happy pills even exist?
love and be loved.
never failed.
fake smile
fake hope.
every part of you.
free girl wanna-be.
memories
11:11, really existed?
future.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010 @ 9:04 PM

the strength of love.
what now.
Sunday, July 18, 2010 @ 9:35 PM

lighter
Wednesday, July 14, 2010 @ 9:54 PM

nothing but a memory to you.
stuck.
Sunday, July 11, 2010 @ 8:36 PM

i wish i can talk to you really soon.
empty shell.
Saturday, July 10, 2010 @ 7:57 PM

taking the courage.
im not hoping anymore.
nevertheless.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010 @ 10:16 PM

im still hoping.
im still thinking.
im still wishing.
but afterall, i'm not gonna get what a wish. Will I?
I still wished you were mine, really.
(i hope you sees this, but i doubt you will)
hope.
Saturday, July 3, 2010 @ 10:12 PM



confused.
Thursday, July 1, 2010 @ 8:13 PM

school's giving me a tight schedule where i have to cope with and overcome.
- Never say you can't, when you haven't even start trying.