chapter the fourteen,
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 @ 11:37 PM

Hi it's 30nov today and it's gonna be 1dec tomorrow so I shall hope:
1) I'm free from worries.
2) Able to laugh @ any stupid and even smallest thing ever w/o thinking.
3) Get to eat a lot of things w/o getting FAT.
4) No more wild thinkings @ night.
5) Celebrate Christmas and have presents all along?
6) If you're overseas, to have fun and don't fall sick there.
7) Able to forget almost any sad things and have fun @ genting on sat to Monday.
8) No 'your' message when I'm not there.
Arch ha maybe shouldn't be too greedy I wanna be a good girl everyone likes lol.
Happylingting(:
Sunday, November 28, 2010 @ 1:33 PM

Yes you told me we should live in forgiveness and forget what had once hurt you. We'll be even happier and I won't have much of a worry. Hmm I got it in right in my head now. Thank you. Now there's nothing much for me to worry and may I hope I would have a blissful year coming ahead of me. I'll seek God for forgiveness throughout this year.
Friday, November 26, 2010 @ 12:33 AM

I don’t understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change but the people in them do. How your best friend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your best friend. How forever turns into a few short months that you’d do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without. How even though you know something is best for you, it just hurts the same. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives just because it’s easier than working things out.


(found when i was blog-hopping)
i can't take it anymore.
@ 12:14 AM

give me three days i'm sure i'll be back, the un-concerned girlz :')

sometimes i really wondered what has all the lil'young girls got to do with so much thinking?
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Thursday, November 25, 2010 @ 10:58 AM

attended school's first ever concert on 24nov, ha. maybe it's gonna be historical but it's quite boring, the choir sang is really peaceful and clear and it can make it my goodnight song so i can sleep. ha ha. hm, not bad at least a lot of people attended the concert with many teachers and stuffs.
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okay i went for camp and i walked, A LOT. became dirty, smelly, with flour and different drinks. wow. ha tiring plus fun ;) hehz. alright nothing much to say i'm so lazy to say everything out so yeah! ;) been fine lately anyway. catch up with me soon.
drained
Sunday, November 21, 2010 @ 7:22 PM

yeah man i'm gonna go for camp tomorrow and hm okay i shall say i'm not really excited but it's okay. it's better than staying @ home to rot huh. hm, everyday have been great i hate it when i've to rush back home after camp on 24nov and go out for concert @ night it's so freaking tiring and i don't even have much time to sleep in the afternoon it's gonna really kill me to tiredness. ha i may be sleeping on the concert, who knows? ha kiddin' i hope i won't ;))
over-reacted.
Saturday, November 20, 2010 @ 9:16 PM

WHY DID YOU REACTED THIS WAY ARGH.
contented enough,
Friday, November 19, 2010 @ 11:09 AM

yes yes yes everyday have been a happy day for me with much laughters and joy and of course a big smile on ta face! hehz, it's gonna be 11:11 and i'm not wishing for anything b'cause i'm just contented on what i've got now. i shall watch 11:11 pass and not wish for anything. i shall let other kids whom need it more than i do got their wishes come true, all ta best 
laughter
Thursday, November 18, 2010 @ 12:02 AM

happyb'day shimin! ;)))))))))))))))

anyway had so much fun with y'guys today though with s,c,f and lick plus b ha! anyways i enjoyed and luv'the way we've had our laughters and joy tgt, i shall be back to carefree happy-go-lucky girlz. thankq victoria i've made my promise to ya' ;)
happygirlz96.
Sunday, November 14, 2010 @ 8:31 PM

yeaah i'm happygirlz96 from now on! ;)
no more worries no more pain no more anxiety no more unhappiness.
shitz gonna go plan for my camp stuffs.
16nov - i'm gonna know which class i'm in! :D
11:11 1111
Friday, November 12, 2010 @ 12:33 AM

now i promise to myself my 11:11 won't be for you b'cause almost every 11:11 is wasted on you. damn it's time for me to be good to myself, than to you. although i missed 11:11 1111 today, at least i didn't wished anything for you ;))))) I've to change my mind set, from today onwards, please God let me have the strength to succeed, amen.

(sometimes its good to say you don't care even though you still do, b'cause maybe one day or rather it gradually becomes real.)
opportunities.
Thursday, November 11, 2010 @ 10:49 PM

i guessed i somehow failed upon doing what i should do. i should be mean to you, not like what i'm doing now. you shouldn't be so warm to me too, it sucks. it makes it harder for me to do what i should do, damn it. never mind i'm leaving on camp from 22-24, and maybe genting on 4-6 ;))) it's gonna go on plan babe!
i know.
Sunday, November 7, 2010 @ 8:41 PM

just let me leave you for good stop wanting me to stay stop bothering me you may go and message other people, as many as you want and I'm not gonna stop you from doing that anymore. i should start to be mean to you huh, i guessed I've been too good to you already. :/ i don't care much about you anymore maybe b'cause too much pain has let upon my heart to do so. just go along your life w/o me along with you and i'm gonna show you i can live w/o you, and even happier than i was with you. ;')

JUST LET ME BE.
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Tuesday, November 2, 2010 @ 3:59 PM

damn i don't have anything to choose for sec three, please me let get into pure bio class! :/ 
math intensive lesson tomorrow, thanks ah school for giving me such great holidays. -___-
holidays = hell boring + overtime sleeping + little things to do + intensive math + diet? + ample time to sleep + you have to start working, lingting + stupid boredom had made me do this.