chapter the fourteen,
11:11 1111
Friday, November 12, 2010 @ 12:33 AM

now i promise to myself my 11:11 won't be for you b'cause almost every 11:11 is wasted on you. damn it's time for me to be good to myself, than to you. although i missed 11:11 1111 today, at least i didn't wished anything for you ;))))) I've to change my mind set, from today onwards, please God let me have the strength to succeed, amen.

(sometimes its good to say you don't care even though you still do, b'cause maybe one day or rather it gradually becomes real.)